A very good start of the year

I'm not very sure if I will still receive a real marriage proposal but I am already very happy and my tears won't stop when finally we talked about our future wedding.  We want to make it a secret first from our family and will just announce when everything is settled.

Playful acts - December 2010

We were inspired by the very intimate wedding of Kate and Jops last December wherein only those close to the couple were invited.  I want the same kind of wedding but this seems impossible if we will reveal our plan this early.  Since both of us have big families, I don't want her mom or my mom inviting anyone who are not close to us.  There was a history before that his mom invited another 100 pax for her sister's wedding, and I don't want it to happen in my very own wedding.  I want it to be as intimate as possible.  Anyway, Kate's and Jops' wedding was an eye-opener to boyfriend and finally made up his mind and talked it with me... he didn't asked me if I want to marry him, he already assumed that I'm in for the the wedding... hahaha!

Kate and Jops Wedding - December 2, 2012

After our talk, my mind was so empty... I thought I was so prepared for this moment but I really don't know what to do and what things to consider and prepare for, especially that this is still a secret.  I will still need to search for everything to start planning for the wedding.  There's no set date yet but tentatively it will be before this year ends...  I know planning a wedding takes time, hope we can both handle it on our own.  Please help us God!